LOVe

Don't be too good i will miss you.
Don't be too caring, I might like you.
Don't be too sweet, I might fall.
It's hard for me to love you when you won't love me after all...

 it is so true...
Don't be too good i will miss you...sometimes u really good to me and i really miss u...when u u didnt reply me or even call me i miss u the whole day
Don't be too caring, I might like you...when u too care bout my daily happenings i feel i had a crush on u...
Don't be too sweet, I might fall.....when we're together i feel so sweet and romantic..bcos u r beside..accompany me 
It's hard for me to love you when you won't love me after all...its hard to show me ur feeling tat u loves me...ppl tell me tat u giving me hints but i hope u can really tell me tat u like me 


we have been in an "ai mei" relationship for a long period...but till now i still havent know the real feeling tat i had towards him..sometime when he is not wit me i miss him....and when the time when we're together i feel so happy....he try to change alot ....from his bad attitude...and listen to wat i say...in dilemma now 
 
 

SICK again

sick again...on the 18 of june....went to see doctor again and miss one working days...so sorry to my boss ah cheong and leader peggy....went to see doctor again and cost me rm 80....sob sob no money loh...kesian nya aku.....get injection again and the doctor giv me lots of tablet...the pills...hav to eat 7 tablet of pill...habis loh...mati loh...all oso big big size de pill....was coughing the whole day fever...and sore throat...sob sob...

sick oso hav to work

on the 14th
recieved a call form peggy saying tat can u help me out to set up the booth thing in jj at 10pm...although i was sick but i say....i though just simple set up like last time...just use up to 2 to 3 hours but tis is not....start from 11pm to 5.30am....OMG wat a tired set up....just oni one guy and 4 girls...so hard leh...which we hav to do all things even its heavy....ppl say tat we're super girls...wat oso can do....but using many hours to finish the set up....once we reached  home and get into bed although it so sticky sleep for two and a half hour then hav to wake up and work.....haiz...working for digi fair at jj wit siong yee and rou shin..had a great day there but i fall sick again....wat a bad day....wait i forget to tell u guys something...the uniform tat i hav to wear on tat working days is a reebok tennis skirt...OMG...ask my dear how is the stupid look i had....

sick

on the 13th of june...

i was sick on tat day and went to see doctor in the midnight...it cost me rm 60....how expensive it...although the doctor was quite handsome...no need take rm 60 le gua....sob sob...i was dizzy the whole day and keep on vomiting so my mom bring me to see the handsome doctor....konon-nya la..and i get an injection and some pils...

=.=

OMG....his fb relationship status has changed...from single to in a relationship....and post i luv u....i was so heart broken..wat can tis kinda things happen...tat day he call me and chat and telling me tat he sick adi...wanna go see doctor but its close so he still suffer on his hand ache....then i ask him hey ur fb status change adi ah...who is tat gurl..but he didnt tell me..just saying someone daughter la...then i keep on asking him bout the relationship thing...as i ask i think is it true tat he really got a gf or he is giving me hints...but if he really got gf then y he wanna waste money and heart to care bout me and wasting money to call me...tis question keep on flowing on my mind...wat should i do....he always say he like to kacau me cos when he kacau me he feel so happy..and on tat chat he tell me tat sometimes i make him angry and he feel so sad...i know he try to change his foul language...he say he will not use foul language towards his gf...then i say why dun u call ur gf to chat instead of me...he ans:she sleep adi....LOLX....sure or not....

HANG OUT

On the 9th of june....fkeat...yisan...rou shin...my 'DEAR' ..and me hahaha...went out to frends cafe...im so sorry to all of them cos i almost forget the time...i was on the phone chatting wit him and i forget bout ah sam...she call me and ask me to get ready..then as she reached my house she sms-ed me but i didnt realize cos i still chatting wit him on the line...sorry for being late..and keep on sms on tat time ....and my dear who keep on take picture...its a nice hang out and thanks to fkeat for the souvenir..REALLY had a great nite....u guys are so awsome....lov u guys...wait fkeat upload photos la har....

HATE>>>LOVE>>>MISS

die loh die loh.....i really cant stop thinking of him and everytime  i online fb i will tpye his name out and see he got update anything or not or even post....he really get a place inside my heart but he didnt really show off...i try not to think of him but i cant...he keep on flowing in my mind...many ppl ask me not to think too much....just let it be....previously i really hate him cos he make me angry but he didnt know how to make me happy or say SORRY de loh....GREAMNYA and he is so stupid...always bully me but he take cares bout me alotzzzz....then  LOVE..maybe i really had a crush on him.....MISS is when he didnt sms and call me....OMG its so suffer